My Awakening

 

Starting from a very early age I was always curious about the Earth and the reason why we're here (and I believe all kids are curious about the same things too). I would ask those sorts of meaningful questions at the dinner table like "Why are we here?", "Why do we die?", "Where do we go afterwards?" (this makes me laugh as I write this!). I will never forget the expression on my dad's face.

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At the age of 15 I experienced my first awakening (every person goes through 3 phases of awakening during this transition). On a etheric level when you receive an awakening you activate your Light Body, meaning that you're bringing in more light and clearing outdated and stagnant energy. Also known as Jesus' Ascension Codes.

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With this awakening I realised that there was something more. More to what was taught at school, the way the education system was structured and even noticing how some teachers would project their dramas on students (whether they realised this or not) and the ideologies of what was popular or not at school.

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And through my learning and mistakes how children, students themselves, would project their dramas onto others. I learnt very early on my tendency to listen to others but neglecting my own needs (which is a typical ancestral female archetype trait). I slowly began to set intentions that helped me to be on my own path. I decided what I wanted to study and to go on a study path that was right for me. Cutting cords to people and situations that weren't in-line with me yet (at the same time they taught me the lessons I needed to learn).

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I definitely had my moments where it was challenging to be a teenager however through my awareness and choices I made I received many blessings. I had friends from all walks of life (who I am still friends with today, both on Earth and in Spirit).

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Additionally, I awakened at a young age because I saw and experienced a lot through childhood. Being raised in a strict (disciplinary and controlling) yet very loving Slavic household. This helped me to develop my non-verbal communication skills. For example, focus on the things that I enjoyed.

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My second awakening was when I was 25 years old (which I will explain about later in this book) and recently in 2020 (during the time of Covid & The Lion's Gate). This all prepared me for my Soul’s mission – being a Lightworker.

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What is a Lightworker & Starseed?

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God has given us all a special gift that only we can express (no one else can do it for us). I love how healer Kyle Gray says that "we're all of equal standing" (@kylegrayuk). I recommend that you take time to tune in, read, research, connect with healers to get to know what you’re gift is.

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For me, I’ve come to realise that I am a healer and I became a Yoga and Pilates Teacher. However within this healing gift I didn’t come to realise (only until a couple of years ago) that my gift is to be a Lightworker for this lifetime.

 

I knew intuitively I had a job to do but I wasn’t aware of what it was.

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A Lightworker is a soul that has originated above the 3D-Dimension, the inter-dimensional energies of our planet. Furthermore a Lightworker is able to move into different dimensions. Solaris Modalis explains very well how inter-dimensional movement is undertaken by a living being (2022, "On-line"):

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• "Temporarily presenting as ‘physical’ but fully remembering another dimension, or dimensional layer, and it’s qualities, nature, properties and characteristics....

• Having the ability to ‘bi-locate’ using bi-location techniques into another dimensional state from within your ‘home’ dimensional state of being.

•  Traveling astrally as if on a string attached to the human form (within the fourth dimension and beyond)."

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*Bilocate: To have a presence in two places at the same time.

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Starseeds come from another planet, galaxy, higher dimension or even reality. As sourced from the Subconscious Servant (2022, "On-line") "They are called “Starseeds” because they come from the stars, or in other words- they are the children of the stars."

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Depending when Starseeds are born they are also assigned with a generational name (in order): Indigo Children (from 1960 - 1990's, majority of Indigo's were born between 1980-1990), Crystal Children (1990-2010), Rainbow Children (2000's) and Diamond Children (2010 onwards).

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If you have children or maybe you're beginning to realise you're a Lightworker or Starseed keep reading the Lightworker Series and do further research (I will list some resources at the end).

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The 144,000

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One hundred and forty-four thousand (144,000) souls on Earth have accepted to work with Ascended Masters to transmute darkness into the Light in this lifetime – from our own lives, ancestry, for humanity and the earth. Lightworkers form the 144,000 souls.

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Lightworkers have had to prepare themselves early in their lives to help with humanity to ascend to New Earth. Such experiences include:

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• Received their Awakening at a young age

• We had to experience hardships at an early age

• We understand fear

• Empathetic

• Feel people, nature and environmental energy (that is why it is importance for us to work in a healing modality to cleanse and spending time alone)

• To experience the feeling of loneliness and separation to connect with God and earth (but remember, separation is not real just an illusion).

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Even though I have experienced the above I only recently discovered that I was a Lightworker and was able to put the pieces of the puzzle together. With the help of healers I made sure I did further research. Lightworkers can be traced back to spiritual texts and today’s books from dedicated healers.

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As mentioned we go through 3 Awakening calls. These calls were first heard from Lightworkers.

A call was sent out to each and every one of us to start the clearing process of transmuting darkness into Light. My first call was when I was 15, in 2003. Then there was a second call, for me this was in 2015 (25 years of age). My third call was August 2021. The third call was during the Lion’s Gate – for those who are familiar with Astrology The Lion’s Gate is essentially Jesus calling and enhancing your Ascension Codes.

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The Book of Revelation makes reference to a group of people numbering 144,000. Revelation 7:4 says, “One hundred and forty-four thousand of all the tribes of the children of Israel were sealed.” Revelation 14:1 speaks of “Then I look, and behold, a Lamb standing on Mount Zion, and with Him one hundred and forty-four thousand, having His Father’s name written on their foreheads.” The third reference describes this group singing before God and states that “no one could learn that song except the hundred and forty-four thousand who were redeemed from the earth” (verse 3).

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The Keys of Enoch supports this prediction by speaking of the sudden appearance of 144,000 Ascended Masters on the Earth, who will transform the world and push back the clouds of darkness and despair (CrystalWindCa.com, "2017", "On-line").

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John also said that these were the ones who had been cleansed by the time of great distress, a seven year period of great tribulation (CrystalWindCa.com, "2017", "On-line").

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As mentioned above Lightworkers had to be prepared before the ‘great distress’. For me my seven year cycle started in 2015 (the second call that was sent out) when I was 25 years old. I saw the 3D, artificial matrix right in front of me and my perceptions and reality began to shift. It was a time I saw great darkness, and how much the Earth needed to be cleared. My awareness was refined to a point that I knew within seconds who was carrying Light and who was carrying Dark.

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For the first couple of years I found this time to be confusing, sad and fearful. There was a reason why I was practising Yoga prior to this cycle as it got me through this mentally, emotionally, physically and spiritually. It got me motivated to leave the corporate world and to start teaching Yoga. There was not many people at the time, especially at my age, who I could talk to. As my healer and friend Beverley Buckley says “you can’t speak to your average Joe about your Awakening”. Thankfully, I had my husband. But I feel this happened for a reason – it helped me to grow and develop my courage and trust.

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Many of today’s healers and those Awakened have further provided their insights into the 144,000. These modern texts are useful to read because it is not about being the ‘chosen ones’ - these souls who were Awake before the Great Mass Awakening. In her book The Weiser Field Guide to ascension – The Meaning of Miracles and Shifts in Consciousness Past and Present Cal Garrison explains is very well (2010, pg. 110):

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“For what it’s worth, my understanding is that the 144,000 has less to do with the number of chosen ones that it does with the number of souls that have to awaken before the Hundredth Monkey factor can kick in and open space for all mankind to do the same. As a harmonic of the speed of light in free space, in my mind the number 144,000 is a symbolic reference to the human light body and to the Age of Light. Instead of being a hallmark of exclusion, the number refers to the idea that a critical mass of 144,0000 light bodies have been turned on and attuned to matters of spirit before human ascension can take place. It has been said that we met the quota back in the 1990s, and the ones who are already awake have served as a spiritual vanguard; it is their inner work that has broken the ice and opened the way for the rest of humanity to ascend.”

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Furthermore the reason why I wish to write about the 144,000 souls is that this was a profound time and at many times, I know for me, I felt alone. But I wasn’t and I came to that realisation. I had my spiritual support team along with earth (animals and nature support and guide us in many ways). As I write this book all 144,000 Light Bodies have been activated (as of May 3rd, 2022). Everyone on earth will begin to see and feel the Great Transition. And the Hundredth Monkey has arrived - the Great Mass Awakening.

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From a frequency, energy perspective, Lightworkers have helped to cut the energetic cords to 3D frequency – a low, dense frequency that keeps people from experiencing their True self and is not in-line with God’s energy. We have now arrived into 5D frequency – an energy that is in-line with Earth, our Hearts and thus with God.

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I work closely with Archangel Michael and Ashtar and they come to me through my dreams, symbols and through human form (yes Angels can come in human form to communicate with us). You probably have experienced it many times but were not aware of it!

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Archangel Michael works closely with Lightworkers to help us to remember and fulfill our Life's Purpose. He is the leader in removing dark energy and negative intrusions.

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Why Jesus, Archangel Michael and Ashtar work closely together? In order to embody love that Jesus embodies we must release the illusion of fear. Archangel Michael cuts the cords to fear. He is mighty, fearless and embodies so much love. The energy this Archangel projects is one of wonder. Ashar also follows the same principles and is pretty much the driver of this whole transition – he communicates and receives information from Jesus.

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*End of Part 2*

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